Saturday, January 7, 2012

2012

Goals:
1. Graduate College.
2. Stop biting my fingernails.
3. Have Courage.

I am a wimp. I do not stand up to anyone, do not stand up for myself, I have zero confidence in my abilities. I don't know when this happened, I think it was around the time I was supposed to go back to college for my sophomore but didn't, but FEAR has paralyzed me over the last few years. It's hard to even convince myself to get out of bed in the morning cause I'm sure I will fail at any task presented to me. Since I have lived in this puny state for so long I'm starting to notice how others just choose to overpower me because they know they can. I'm tired of it. Not happening anymore. It's not that I'm suddenly going to be a jerk to everyone, it's just that it's time for me to be happy-no longer a door mat.